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I just finished having an extra long lunch with my coworkers. My direct supervisor is from the Ukraine, and she is so very interesting. I was planning just to take a 15 minute break, but it turned into an hour.

I feel better today than I have in quite some time. I felt pretty good yesterday too. Another reason that I haven't updated since Thursday is because I have just felt like crap. I am not sure why I feel better, but I am pretty damn happy about it.

I have also starting taking that new over-the-counter diet pill Alli. Fortunately, I haven't had any of the gross possible side effects that are listed on the bottle. I wont point them out here...I need to shed the extra pounds that I have put on since getting married. Too bad I was too depressed and let down to do it while I was still married. My ex-husband is just shallow enough to have treated me better if I were skinnier.

I have been feeling pretty sexual lately. It is certainly a nice change; however, it is kind of frustrating when you aren't sure if you will ever even have sex again! But, for now, I am just glad that I am having feelings at all.

Living on my own is pretty scary, I am going to admit this one time and one time only. I am sooo scared that I can't make it on my own for long enough to finish school. I just need 2 years. 2 years! Let me work this part time job long enough to make it thru school. PLEASE! I've got to do this.

I am rambling on today. Maybe, it is my new vitamins. I bought some hair and nail vitamins, and I seem to have some more energy - happy energy. I really haven't felt this happy in ohhh 6 months or more.

Veiner Schnitzel, I think of you all the time, and I can not wait until you are feeling better.

Must go.