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I went to the doctor today for a physical. My blood pressure was high. I am certain that my blood pressure is caused by my weight gain. Anyway, they took a lot of blood and I should hear something soon.

The husband was supposed to meet me to sign the divorce papers today, but of course, he had a million excuses as to why he couldn't do it today. Figures. I made him promise that he would do it tomorrow. I am so tired of this. I want out, and I want out NOW.

I have been feeling a little less depressed. Probably because I started my period, and that always makes a girl feel special...

The other day, the husband came by to look over the divorce papers and he told me that we could have sex, no strings attached, if I were ever in the need. HAHAHAHAHA! No strings attached. Wow! Thanks! What a fucking deal! Um...no fucking thank you, dumbass?!

Sex is the absolute last thing on my mind right now. Well, maybe not the last thing, but sex with HIM is the last thing on my mind. I am trying to figure out how not to become a lesbian after all of this.

I took the day off, so that I could go to the Dr, and then sign the divorce papers. I guess I will go enjoy the rest of my day, since I wont be signing any papers today.