Wow. I am a space cadet right now. I am taking a new antidepressant and I am just absent minded. I LIKE IT! It is nice to just drift around, bobbing my head for a while, instead of worrying all day about nothing, or lying around on the couch, because I can't stand myself enough to pry myself off the couch and do something constructive.
When I first started taking it, it made me really speedy. I felt like I was on speed without the nervousness, or anxiety. I turned into an Algebra wizard! I did algebra for hours! It was kinda weird. I couldnt sit down, and sit still. TV was very uninteresting. Of course, that phase only lasted a few days, and now I am dopey and smiley, and I feel good pretty much all over.
In all seriousness, I do feel better. Life looks better, and I am able to continue on with school without wondering why I am putting myself thru it. I just wish I had a magic pill that would make me LOVE to clean house. My house is a wreck...but I feel good.
The ex-husband came over Saturday and took me to dinner and a movie. He tried to hold my hand during the movie, and he tried to kiss me after dropping me off at home.
I did not hold his hand, and I gave him the cool cheek when he went to kiss my lips.
He has lost his mind. He kept calling me beautiful all night. His plan at the beginning of the day had been for us to go out of town and get a hotel (to relax, he said). Anyway, I turned that idea down flat, so it morphed into dinner and a movie.
At least, I got the hundred dollars he owed me.
School is going well. I am going to change my major over to Radiology Tech for sure. I made up my mind. I think it will be the better decision in the long run, and possibly the short run too (which is why I am changing).
I could ramble on all day. This antidepressant makes me focus on one thing VERY intently, but I must get back to work.
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