They offered me a counseling position at the pregnancy resource center. They will do intensive training for the first few months. I am so excited that they are taking a chance on me. I start tomorrow. I only have to volunteer 4 hours a week, and that is easy! I am so happy, I hope I do well.
My ex husband is acting strange...or, maybe I am just figuring a few things out about him. He is a user, and I know that even though I am not having sex with him, he is using me for something. I don't know quite what, and I don't know quite how, but I know something is up. I don't trust him.
I almost made a grave mistake the other day. I was feeling a little randy, darling...so I shaved all my bits, painted my nails, spent the whole day pampering myself, and decided that if the ex were to stop by, that I would try to coax him into the bedroom somehow. Now, what the hell was I thinking!? Thank GOD I didn't get much time to try and reel him in, because he was tired and picked up all of his stuff and scuffled out pretty quickly. I was feeling so horny that I was willing to have sex with the one person that I am pretty disgusted by right now. That is scary. I think I was just thinking about health and safety matters, but now that I stop and step back a little, I realize that he could be having sex with anyone, and I am just assuming that he isn't. Plus, wow, he would love nothing more than to have that little bit of control back. What the HELL was I thinking?!
Well, it didn't happen, and he is none the wiser. He would probably kick himself, because he is constantly "hinting" around about free sex, etc...and making me cum.
Not going to happen. Nope. Glad that little hormonal wave has passed without incident. Well, I am still horny, but not to the point that I would make such a grave error in judgement.
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bits you say?
Yes, all my little bits.
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