Eh?!

I am trying to make time pass on the longest day of my entire life! I came in to work early this morning, planning on staying til my usual time, so that I could get an extra hour in today. THIS AINT GONNA HAPPEN TODAY! This day is dragging by. I am thinking about poking my eyes out just for fun.

I have to register for a PBS (psychological bureau something or other)exam before applying for my Rad Tech program at school. The cost is $60 dollars. The next one is Dec 7th! That is a little soon. I'm sceeered. It counts for 25% of my competitive admission to the program. The other 75% is my GPA (no problem!). I would like to go ahead and take it, but if I do badly, it is a waste of $60, and I will have to take it again. Part of me just wants to jump on it now, but part of me wants to wait and study a bit. It doesnt look that hard, but I did look at a sample of the test and the science questions might be a little rough. The rest of it is easy peasy. Maybe, I will go for it. Might as well. 60 bucks, eh!? What the hell.

I asked my daughter about the ex moving into the back bedroom. I really wanted to know how she felt about it. She said she thought we needed the extra money and that it wouldn't bother her. She says we get along better now that we are divorced, so she is definitely okay with it. Besides, she knows that extra money for me, means extra money for her. I know anyone reading this probably thinks that I am crazy for doing this, but I assure you, my heart is not involved in this thing anymore. I've got to take what I can get, when I can get it. Starting next FALL, I might not be able to work this job at all. My clinicals will be starting at school, and I am gonna need all the help I can get. Call me a whore, call me a prostitute, call me stupid, but I am going to finish school.