Not Bitter

I am doing horrible in my Intro to Computer class. I'm drifting to the hilarious side of not really funny in that class. I can't figure out what I am doing wrong! My online teacher is sooo hard! It is soooo damn funny! I think the problem lies in the fact that I expected it to be an easy class, so I have been slacking, and it really shows. I have to kick in my game, or drop that class.

I am meeting my daughter in the big ATL tomorrow after work. We are going to go looking at apartments. She couldn't get into the dorms. The waiting list is over a year long. So, we are looking at Virginia Highlands, or Inman Park - ish. We really aren't going to have a lot of daylight to look tomorrow, but she is impatient(just like me), and she is flying to Orlando this weekend. Her friend Cory bought two plane tickets for my daughter and step-daughter to visit him in FL. Good friend, eh? I think he has a crush on my daughter(why else would a boy buy a plane ticket for a girl?). He could have a crush on my step-daughter, but I think they know each other too well or something like that.

Really, I am not bitter. I have lost all of my bitterness regarding males. The older I get, the less bitter I am. I really don't feel much of anything where males are concerned. I swear. I am not mad. I remember in my 20's, man, I made a fool of myself. I really went all out to be bitter and cool and unfeeling...I ended up closing myself off, and opting for bad opportunities instead of good. I mean, I can spot a player from a mile away. And if I want a player, I shall persue one. If I don't, I wont. I can also spot a good man. I can spot a rich man. Thing is, I DON'T CARE! Ha! I need to focus more on me, and I just can not give any little part of me away right now. I do get sad, I do get lonely - but, for the most part, I am enjoying keeping all of me. Once I can do that with a man. I will have something to offer. But, I am not bitter...and that is nice.