I Can Feel It

Fall is in the air. I know it is there. I can feel it coming. I am so excited!!! I am turning in my vacation request form today, so that I can request off some days at the end of Sept./beginning of Oct, and then again sometime during October. October is my favorite month. I am so excited. I live for October. I guess that could be considered pathetic, but at least I live for something.

I need to start taking better care of myself. I have said it before, but I think I might even mean it this time. Life feels okay right now. I might make it. I have got to stop worrying about what-ifs. I have got to start living my life.

The talk that I had with my ex-husband over the weekend really helped me. It was very therapeutic, and I am feeling alot better about myself, and about his motives.
I dont mind being his friend as long as I know where I stand. I am divorced (even though I still haven't gotten the signed paper from my attorney!). I am no longer legally bound to this man, and I am happy about that. There is freedom in our friendship that I did not have in our marriage. I am my own person, singular, but I can still spend time with him...but, only if I want to.

I sure wish my hair would grow faster. I am ready for it to drag the floor.