Saturday

Here I am on a Saturday morning at work. This time, I am making up the hours I missed when I had to go home on migraine Thursday. Damn. Well, at least my check will not be short those hours. I would have rather had extra, but thats fine...really.

I had to make sure that I got here when I said I was going to. I didn't realize that my coworker is scared to be in the building alone, so last week I was an hour and a half later than I said I was going to be and my coworker freaked out on me when I finally got here. Since I am not scared to be in this building alone, I didn't think she would be, but I was WRONG. So, this morning, I made sure to get here on time. I felt so bad. The building is VERY secure, but I know how it is with shadows and what-ifs.

I think my ex-husband is actually playing it cool and trying to win me back. He said that I am his best friend, but in actuality, I think he is just making me think he just wants to be friends until he can move in for the kill. As long as I know what he is doing in the back of my mind, then I certainly wont be caught off guard when he tries to execute his plan.

I still haven't received my divorce papers signed by the judge. I thought it only took 31 days? I should have been celebrating 15 days ago. I am getting nervous. I mean, everything should be fine, but damn...WTF?!

Just a couple more weeks of school left for the quarter. I cant believe another quarter has flown by. I'll be done before I even have a chance to adjust to the chaos. Wow.