Wha?!

Okay, it has been 31 days + 3 weeks since my ex and I signed our divorce papers. I still haven't received any word, nor any signed papers from a judge. I am starting to get a little antsy. Those papers need to be in my mailbox pretty soon. It is going to be such a pain to get my name changed back to my maiden name, I am in a hurry to get started. I hope nothing has happened to stop the divorce somehow. Surely not - I can not think of anything that would keep the judge from signing those papers.

I feel really good today. I felt good yesterday. Hey! I am starting to see a pattern. I am not sure what is going on, but I will take feeling good on any day. I thought I was slipping back into a depression last weekend, but it didn't happen. I was just starting to hate myself, when I pulled right out of it. Weird. Probably had something to do with the talk my ex had with me over the weekend. From what I gathered, I wasn't crazy the whole time we were married, he was. He said that he unintentionally made me think I was the one who was crazy. Alright. I can live with that.

I am at work on this early Saturday morning, getting in some extra hours. I am eating Peanut M&Ms and Fritos. What a great early morning snack. Should do wonders for my high cholesterol.

After work today I am going to check out a festival about 20 minutes away from here with my mom. It is in the town that I just moved from this past January. I miss living there, and I want to move back. I miss living near my parents too. I mean, I am not really that far from them now, but I was just around the corner.

I am starting to do things outside again. Yay! The heat is breaking. I keep dreaming about running again. I would love to run the 10k classic next year. That was my favorite race back 5 years ago when I was healthy. I am going to try it again. I am going to have to start out walking...very slow.