Mom

Thank God for my mother. She came and rescued me from myself today. Sometimes, I can stay locked in my house for days at a time. Someone usually rescues me, but if they didn't, I could probably disappear...

My daughter had an appointment to get a tattoo, and mom talked me in to getting dressed, so we could go and hang out while daughter was getting all tatted up. I am soooo freakin glad that I went. I didn't even realize that I needed to go out. Scary. I feel recharged, and brand new. Being with my mom always makes me feel that way.

So, I am back now, sitting by myself...I enjoy being alone. Probably a little more than most people. But, sometimes, I fail to realize how much I need to be around other people. I really do need other people. Really! No, really...

My mom said that she would pay for my divorce if I wanted to go ahead and serve the papers.It doesnt look like dear ol' hubby is going to make the first move. I think I will give him a heads up as soon as I can, and go ahead and take her up on the offer.