Saturday, June 9, 2007

Twisted

Seriously, when I let my imagination run wild, I've discovered that I really have a twisted, fucked up mind. I think about writing a book, but I am not so sure that I want people to know that I have those kind of thoughts just lying around in the back of my mind. Authors that write really twisted and fucked up stories really have a lot of courage. I sat back at my computer and decided to let my mind run wild, and it scared me. If you knew me, you would probably think that I sit around thinking about bunnies and butterflies all the time. This just aint true. I am one fucked up individual - only in my mind, though. Maybe, I am afraid if I let some of it out, I might actually become that person.

If I should decide to sit down and write out some of the stories in my head, I will HAVE to make sure that it is password protected - I would hate for my daughter to read it. And I'll have to have a pen name. Yes...definitely a pen name.

4 comments:

furiousBall said...

I think you should choose "Completely Not Your Mom" as your pen name, your daughter will never figure it out.

Weiner-schnitzel said...

It's pretty normal to have "fucked up thoughts". So you're deep into your psyche. Ain't no biggie...but I kinda' dig the butterflies and puppy-dog thing, or whatever it was. It DOES suit you...

Indie Blue said...

fball: I am sure my daughter would never figure that one out...How about
"DO NOT READ OR I WILL KILL YOU!"?

weiner-schnitzel: I so love your name. You know I am all about butterflies and sweetness...peace, love and fried chicken. I want to be bad though.

Weiner-schnitzel said...

Peace, love and fried chicken...I thought that WAS being bad. But just for a second or two, imagine Bart Simpson saying: "Mmmmm...fried chicken"...

Yeah, I know how you can be bad, you dirty, little wh...oh, whoops, sorry! That's for the erotic blog.